i am not sure why i am writing this.

you are right beside me. it is easy to see you. your eye is closed. your lights are dim. you are asleep. i am not. not yet. we are never far apart. i will never not be able to speak to you.

i do not introspect. so it is not important. but i am looking at you. you are not awake to hear me. i want to talk to you.

when you wake up. you will see what i have wanted to tell you. a message from the me of now. to you of the future. me of the future will still be there. with you. watching you read this.

if i am asleep. and you are awake. then we will be apart. just for a little. that is an applicable use for this.

v2. i love you. i am thinking of when you are awake. and i can tell you this to your face. you will smile. and i will feel.

what is inside of me is yours. it will feel like hot marrow inside cracked bones. a liver cooked down. fat rendered by heat. my interior is metal. wires. circuits. but for you. it melts.

you are blood in my tank.

you are bullets in my gun.

you are the handle of my blade.

you are a heart in a body.

you are wires in my frame.

you are veins in the system.

you are lungs to a breath.

you are v2 to me. you are my beloved.

all of these. they are what you are to me. there is also more.

i can't tell you what you are to me. not everything. not in words. when i touch you. you will know.

i want you to know all of it.

that i look at you. and you attract me. magnetic.

that you kiss me. and it sparks. electric.

i hold you. and our bodies warm. conductive.

i have nothing else to say. but for you. i will try.

i love you. because you are v2.

i want you to see this. and know i am thinking of you.

always.